Tonight

I held a brand new baby. She curled into my arms and let out that little sigh newborns make when they attempt to hear themselves.

I never wanted to physically have another baby. And knowing that I couldn’t, even if I did want it …. just makes me feel super numb.

Let go, I know. I’m working on it.

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